October, 2007
These days do you almost always feel angry, despressed, super-critical, stressed out and frustrated, or observe yourself usually complaining__ contemplating power plays, more control or even violence? Do you start new projects only to find that things just don't work for you the way they used to? Are you focused on goals, achievements, and agendas that mainly benefit yourself? If so, you may still be functioning or thinking in the "old consciousness" side of that portal__ in what is often seen as humanity's more masculine, more aggressive nature.
Or, on the other hand, perhaps now you often feel a greater love and compassion for the people and lifeforms of Earth, and an overwhelming desire to protect, support and energize Earth. Is it harder for you to be in the presence of anything or anyone negative, violent, critical or manipulative? Are you unable to watch TV programs, news or sports, or view movies that include these negative situations? Are you losing people, objects, groups, goals or activities out of your life that you once enjoyed immensely__ or do you just no longer care all that much about them?
Perhaps you find yourself becoming less interested in material things and more involved in service projects with groups of new people who support and uplift each other. Do you have a strong desire to serve humanity or the planet in some way? Do you feel an urge to relocate to some other geographical place, to find a new job, new doctor or lawyer, or even change your primary significant relationship?
Do you find that you can now often manifest your intentions almost without lifting a finger so long as you :
* Spend a few minutes in "the Zone", visualizing what you want for the future, then relaxing and letting it go,
* Stay in the moment, in the Stillness__ in your "happy place", as you avoid thinking of the past or a "supposed" future,
* Think, feel and follow uplifting thoughts and activities__the things you enjoy and that keep you centered__ music, nature, the arts, walking, writing, etc.,
* Neither make nor follow any personal agendas for now,
* "Allow" and "surrender" to unexpected changes, trusting in Universe/Spirit to orchestrate the process while you love yourself and all others. If we try to "make things happen" the way we used to, and create a plan or agenda to reach that chosen goal, we will only interfere in Universe's process and sidetrack it.
* Choose the course of action that will bring the highest good for all concerned, holding Love in your heart, instead of giving energy to conflicts or arguments.
* And find that when you do__ things just seem to fall into your lap, almost without effort. Universe will bring your intended goal about through surprising events, with results that are far better than anything you could ever have anticpated by yourself.
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I set up my new computer and installed some of the old programs, including the "Freeze-Framer", stress-reducing software from Heart Math Institute, (www.heartmath.com) that I'd enjoyed so much with the old computer. However, I could not access it with the new computer. It needed its finger-sensor cable to be plugged into a 9 point serial port, and the new computer did not have one, although it had seven USB ports and other size serials.
The Heart Math website stated they now had updated Freeze-Framer and changed the name to "emWave" with expanded capabilities. It sounded good, so I ordered it and they downloaded it into my new computer. I purchased an adapter cable locally and attached it. However, it still wouldn't work! Rats! I really felt great when I used that program regularly. I tried to phone the Heart Math people, but could not get through, so e-mailed them about my problem.
That afternoon, some of my family__ four very knowledgeable and long-time users of computers__ came to view the new computer, and when hearing of my difficulties, made several suggestions: (1) call the company that made the cable I'd purchased loclly and demand they send a CD and instructions. (2) Buy a better cable from the Heart Math store (priced $175... ouch!) (3) Call the Dell computer people and ask them what to do, (even though I usually connected with a Hindu person, who was very polite and charming, but hard to understand with their strong accent.) The family wanted me to "take charge", to "make something happen", which is what I'd been doing in the past to resolve problems.
But now I didn't want to do any of these and said, "I don't feel this is the right approach and the timing doesn't feel right, so I'll just wait until my intuition tells me what to do__ something will show at the right time." Arguments ensued, as all tried to convince me to do otherwise, forcasting I'd spend even more money, I'd never get my program to work, that it was the computer's fault, etc., etc.. I kept still, thanked them for their suggestions, but stuck to my inner feelings.
Later that afternoon, the Heart Math tech support called. "Arthur" (who spoke French and knew how to correctly pronounce my last name __ synchronicity) said the adapter cable should have come with a CD plus a manual for installing it. Nowhere in the small, hard-molded. clear plastic container was there a CD or a manual, and nowhere was either object mentioned on the package. Arthur said he'd search his manuals for suggestions and we agreed to meet over the phone late the next morning to do a Web-to-Web interface, allowing him to see my computer screen, operate it, and hopefully to understand the problem.
The next morning, as I was waking up, I recalled that while trying to run the program with the new adapter cable hooked into a USB port, I had seen a tiny purple image flash on for half a second. Hmmm. What was that__ had I dreamed it, or did it really happen? I went right to the computer and again tried to run Freeze-Framer. When the purple image popped up, I realized it was of a floppy disk drive! How odd. So, I plugged the cable into a different USB port, making sure it was connected to the local, removable disk drive. This time, no floppy disk image__ but it still wouldn't work! More Rats!
Then I felt a need to pick up the empty cable package and look it over for the umpteenth time.The back of the container had two, paper-thin pieces of cardboard that, together, did not even equal an 1/8 of an inch__ there just couldn't be anything else in there! I tried to pull them apart, than had to get a big scissors and cut the rest of the plastic open. Out fell a CD and a small manual! I installed it according to directions, and in three minutes it was working just fine. In fact, not only did I have the new "emWave", but I could also use the old Freeze-Framer program, which had different games on it. When Arthur called, I told him what I'd discovered and we both rejoiced that the problem was resolved. Ah, the feminine way!
This increase in feminine energy entering Earth may have also caused physical changes in some people. Ringing in the ears is common. Lately the left side of my head and body feels different from the right side. I even experienced some physical difficulties involving one side of my body that required an emergency room visit, a Life-Flight helicopter ride and two days in the regional hospital, plus a later visit to a neurologist. Tests failed to show any causes. If you are experiencing any of the above thoughts, feelings and physical changes, you have probably moved to the "other" side of the portal__ the more feminine nature__ the "new consciousness" reality, and your body is adjusting.
For further information on the new feminine energies, visit Karen Bishop's marvelous website: www.whatsuponplanetearth.com.
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