January 12, 2010
A third point in Menninger's Criteria of Emotional Maturity is "The capacity to sublimate, to direct one's instinctive hostile energy into creative and constructive outlets." Ron Davis, in his interviews about dyslexia and autism on www.consciousmedianetwork.com tells us that there have been four major leaps in human consciousness since the Middle Ages. At each one of these leaps, humans have had to surrender one of their instinctive habits. It is well known that human beings have far less instincts than animals. Which of our instincts will we give up in order to reach a 5th dimensional consciousness__ food, sex, fight-or-flight, or what?
What seems to be causing much of the distress in our world is "fight"... not only wars, but anger, competition and egotistic motives. Will we make that quantum leap by letting go of our "instinctive hostile energy"? Our lives are being impacted with all sorts of negative events, information and fear-based "enertainment". Our family are no exceptions. After a two month period from Halloween to New Year's last year (2009) I had reached a depth of depression and despair that I'd never known before. I asked my spirit guides for assistance in either resolving the negativities, or learning to deal with them in a less fearful and angry manner. The information arrived.
During these spates of perceived negativity, most of our discomfort arises from fear &/or misunderstandings about what is trying to manifest in our lives. Is everything going to continue to go downhill? It's been said that the degree of challenge we are being asked to resolve equals the degree of empowerment, thr leap in consciousness, &/or understanding that will replace it once we work through that challenge. So if we have a long and intense period of failure, misery, confusion and difficulty, we will eventually enjoy an extreme level of miraculous relief, joy, understanding, comfort and an amazing spiritual gift or talent.
I began to realize that what I was perceiving as "bad" or "good" occurrences were actually "steps" in a process towards some sort of future manifestation. And, I was constantly receiving intuitive nudges to once again refine my ideas about "Who I Am". My gosh, how many times have I had to do that? Again I asked H. S.for understanding and all sorts of information poured in. I had left a file folder sitting on the table in my computer room for weeks, and the afternoon of requesting the asistance, I was "dinged" to put that folder away in the file cabinet "now". I did so.
There, I discovered an old folder labeled "Arcturus" that I'd created at least twelve years ago. The word "Arcturus" had been brought to my attention repeatedly over the last few days, so I pulled it out and looked through it. Inside were numerous meditations from 1988 that I had completely forgotten about, all telling me about "Who I Really Am" and what I Came Here to Do__ besides raising my consciousness. At the time of recieving this information, I didn't really understand what was being said, for many of the terms were completely foreign to me. Now, however, through writing this web-book and years of study and research, I understand it all. It was absolutely mind-blowing and exiciting. Sorry I cannot tell you the details__ it would take a month of writing to explain it. And I had absolutely no idea about How I was to accomplish this (although I had already been unconsciously doing a lot of it).
Ron Davis also said that "IDENTITY DETERMINES OUR INTELLIGENCE." It is our choices, our beliefs, thoughts, feelings and actions that determine Who We Are in each moment. Experience and further insights can change that.The upshot of all this is an awareness that we will be required to Update our understanding of Who We Are from time to time, as the energies entering Earth pump us up to new heights. So we have to re-design. In other words, Who We Believe We Are Now determines how smart we are, how capable, how compassionate, how judgemental, how spiritual, how talented, etc.. That's why we must take a good look inside now and then to see how our Identity has changed. And WE CAN CHANGE THAT IDENTITY (and all that goes with it) AT WILL.
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February 1, 2010
A fourth point in Menninger's Criteria of Emotional Maturity is "The ability to deal constructively with reality." The first half of January brought a tremendous influx of cosmic energies__ the biggest ever! Google and YouTube tell of a Stargate opening in the waters of the Gulf of Aden on January 5th, this year. We could call this article the "State of the Lightworker World". All I wanted to do was SLEEP and EAT! I was laid so low, that I seriously considered a trip to the local ER on two of those days, but intuition said it was ascension symptoms.
The second half of January brought an increase in paranormal episodes. Healing and manifesting occured even more quickly and much more easily. We have to be very careful now of how/what we think and feel, for it manifests almost immediately. In fact, just daydreaming about something for a few minutes can attract it within the hour. Time and space now seem irrelevant.
Many lightworkers have recently moved into the 5th Dimension. Oh, we'll shuffle back and forth between dimensions for awhile, but in time we'll be fully into the 5th. We may be connecting or re-connecting with our off-world ancestors, brothers and sisters now.This phenomenon is escalating world-wide. If you are personally communicating with extraterrestrial beings, they may offer you assistance for your chosen 5-D role.
Understanding Who We Really Are as individuals, as galactic citizens and as fractals of Spirit is extremely important at this dimensional level, for based on the understanding of our true identity, we are establishing Foundations for our Service in this New Reality, and developing a Personal Plan based on that Identity and Foundation.
Things that used to seem extremely valuable in some way, now seem to be utterly useless in this new life. While some of us are "letting go" of more and more of the old reality ideas, objects and activities, others are hanging on to them for dear life, even though those things are no longer working or useful foro them. On the other hand, I've found pleasure in going to YouTube and pulling up old movies or old episodes of TV shows I enjoyed many years ago. "The Sandpiper" was a favorite, and lately, "Cheers" and "Paper Chase". They are relaxing and offer temporary relief from the negativity most media now present as "entertainment". Yes, time is irrelevant these days.
On the global scene, the internet reports that many of the "controllers" are running out of money for their planned projects and a few are having a change of heart. Some say the huge Haitian earthquake (which evoked overwhelming compassion and aid from most of us) was created by these factions, using Tesla-type technology they had seized years ago, to prevent the transfer of huge funds to South American banks where it would be out of reach of said controllers. There is also a huge oil reservoir under the oceans near Haiti, which has long lacked the money and technology to develop it and take their citizens out of extreme poverty.
Many recent articles are telling how the New Kids/Indigos who suffered from ADD, ADHD, Autism or Asberger's Syndrome, have turned out to be geniuses in their specific fields, and earn big incomes in adulthood. Their DNA sometimes checks out as being a bit similar to the 12 strand DNA of ETs. These are the long-prophesied "sixth race" of humans, most of whom have developed their consicousness in other realms, and this is their first time in a physical body. Our culture is so fast-paced and varied, they are unable to focus on any of it for long. About all they can do in childhood and early youth, is mirror back to parents, teachers, and other ordinary folks, what those adults are projecting into the world at present. "AIM" (www.sanctuarylv.com) is a group that has developed ways to help these children and youth find balance and integration into our physical world, and to aid parents in coping with these unusual, gifted children. Scholarships are available at AIM for those economically disadvantaged. More prevalent in cities than in rural areas, the increase in wireless technology is suggested as a major cause of this.
Communication problems seem to be in the fore, whether its travel, computers, TV, telephones of all types or simple conversations. Being even more "out of touch" with the 3-D and 4-D worlds can foster misunderstandings and even arguments or conflicts with those in our fields of contact. I find that when I talk about my day's 5-D experiences, those close to me often either ignore it or get upset because they don't understand. Sometimes I feel as if I'm speaking a foreign language to them. Some seem to not WANT to understand__ possibly because it might require them to change attitudes or lifestyles in some way. And CHANGE, of course, is absolutely necessary these days on all levels. Many are resisting it with all their might.
A www.coasttocoastam.com program the other night said researchers testing late-term Alzheimer's patients had tried reversed-speech devices on their babblings, and discovered these people are actually saying something... but backwards!
In late January, information arrived telling of a "Big Event" soon to occur, and that the "source" of it would be revealed. This was after the Haitian earthquake. Perhaps the communication confusions, mistakes and breakdowns so common these days are propelling us into activating the Unified Field of Intelligence and our telepathic abilities. My guides informed me of this January 20th, and since that date, Earth is no longer supporting irresponsibility. Responsibility is the balance to power. This will be the "key to life existence as a soul" (www.lightworker.com/beacons) in Earth's New Reality. In your plans, evoke Unconditional/Divine Love for everyone involved, including yourself, for you are a part of the group as well. Create solutions that benefit (or at least, don't harm) self and all concerned. I was told that the "big event" would occur on "The 7th Day". Was that in 7 more days, or on February 7th?
January 27th was the night of Obama's State of the Union address, but I had my own "big event" that day. I had long been aware that the creative activities and roles I had been playing for lifetimes over 200,000 years, had been preparing me for the role I took on during this present life. But after a series of difficult experiences, I came to not much care if I lived or died. Then I began to realize I needed to LET GO of that old role and all those years and lifetimes. Somehow, it was holding me back from moving forward into the role I needed to be playing in these higher dimensional realities. I did let go, but felt lost, alone, and confused, as I couldn't see anything ahead to replace it. Had I made a big mistake?
On my "7th day", I was shown that I HAD made the right decision. "IDENTITY DETERMINES INTELLIGENCE", we said in an earlier blog; i.e., who we believe we are, determines the state of our beingness. When I painted, made music, wrote, did astrology, etc.__ my 3-D & 4-D creative work__ I was a messenger inspiring others about our potential future through thr simplicity of Nature. I was channeling and intuiting most of it. But the time, focus and energy spent creating with these material means, was preventing me from fully moving into what I've been terming "Advanced or Higher Creativity" in this web-book. Now my intuitive and channeling abilities were available to me 24/7. And on this "7th day" it activated for me big time: Intuition, Precognition, Astral Traveling, Telepathy, Psychometry, Manifestation & Healing poured through in waves. Strange, vivid and often lucid dreams__ as many as four per night__ presented themselves. And days were filled with increased paranormal events, heightened intuition, and amazing miracles and synchronicities.
The Universe is really only a dynamic web of energy and information: The Creative Force. It is what creates all else in the Universe. And our consciousness, particularly group consciousness, affects that web. My old friends, the Arcturians, who sent most of the Inner Technology information in this online book, had been absent in my life for twenty-two years. At some point in our evolutionary progress, we have to learn to "go it alone"__ to move beyond our adolescent consciousness and become mature, responsible adults. On the 7th day, I reconnected with the Arcturians__ and I didn't have to go into meditation or channeling. They, and other Off-World Beings, are here to assist us with our New Reality Service, at our sincere and loving requests.
Arcturians are a highly evolved race of beings. They do not use any physical/material things at all. Everything is accomplished with energy and information. They use no "space ships" to travel__ they use only energy an information directed by consciousness.They do not help us to produce or repair machines, physical objects or bodies with the use of materials__ no minerals, chemicals, physical parts, physical tools, etc.. All is done by influencing energy with consciousness.
J. J. Hurtak, (The Book of Knowledge:The Keys of Enoch), states that "in a sense, the RESCUE TEAM comes from, or through Arcturus"... they speak then of the "AHAU Rescue Team".. . (who)... "are not interested in any fear trips"__ WE MUST LET GO OF OUR SURVIVAL CONSCIOUSNESS__ "They only respond to the solid attainment of a stable, sentient structure of ecstatic self-awareness".
The Arcturians primarily contact individuals when asked quiestions which deal with the EDUCATION of the masses in preparation for the consciousness shift needed to Identify with the Unified Field of Intelligence. They are responsible for most of the non-manmade crop circles. It was Arcturians who helped Lemurians program Inner Technology info into those three Buttes near Arco, Idaho, about a half-million years ago, when Lemuria was sinking in the Pacific. Information was stored then that would later be released to bring Lemurian consciousness and technologies back into our awareness during the 2000 A.D. milennium age. It was the 1983 earthquake there (7.3) that reactivated the buttes.
I have also sensed that Lemuria femininity is coming back into our consciousness again. We will be doing things more like they used to do.The Oneness or re-Unification consciousness includes communicating with nature spirits, plants, animals, minerals and our Galactic neighbors, which was part of what we did in Lemuira so long ago. We'll be true Stewards of Earth again.
Music and the Arts, instead of being primary creative activities, now seem to serve as tools for our roles in this New Dimensional Reality. I find that certain music puts me into ecstatic states in which I sense the Oneness and Unity of All That Is. And birds, insects, plants and animals are at times calling attention to themselves by appearing around us in greater numbers, &/or behaving in unusual ways. Understanding what they are showing us, or better yet__ communicating directly with them__ can give us important information and insights about the state of the world, or for our personal use. Native Americans have known this way of living for milennia.
We need to avoid trying to "fix" people, unless we are asked. If we do too much for people, we become crutches for them, and they never learn to "create" on their own. We can teach them meditation or dreamwork, and steer them toward people, classes, books, films, DVDs & websites where they can find what they need. However, when it comes right down to it, didn't you find that all the books, classes, information, etc., you used probably inspired and encouraged you, but IT WAS YOUR OWN EXPERIENCES and YOUR OWN INNER SPIRIT that truly changed your life? We can only teach and heal from our own experiences.
No, this doesn't mean that 5-D life is perfect and that there are no challenges to work through. But we have more and stronger tools with which to do the work. We won't need physical or material things much longer. We are vibrating at increased levels, and when we reach the required level of vibration, we'll move into the 6th Dimension along with Earth. We will be LIGHT BODIES then, although we'll materialize physical forms when it's necessary to move into lower dimensional states for service, where we may find that people inform, empower and heal themselves__ simply by being in our presence.
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February 21, 2010
We are ever more rapidly raising our consciousness and our vibrational levels. More and more of us are awakening to what life in this world is really all about. Although the magnetic north pole is moving southward through Russia at the rate of 40 miles a year, the geographical north pole is still in place. Legends and ancient records tell of an impending geographical pole reversal, but that is not going to happen. We have raised the consicousness of enough Earth humans to prevent its occurrence.
The controllers are now desperately trying to wreak more and more havoc in the world to keep us in fear, deprived of necessities, ignorant of their long-held dark secrets, and continually distracted from spiritual efforts to raise our vibratory levels. As we observe these dire events, we know that they are only bringing us one step closer to our planetary and human transformation and the long-promised Golden Age.
We are Living in Two Worlds at this time as Earth's reality splits in two. Large groups of us can intentionally overide those negative actions. Just holding a loving, peaceful, calm and positive mindset will do so. However, Karma, unforgiveness, lack of gratitude, fear and service to self hold us back from rising vibrationally and overcoming the dark events.
Increased sightings of UFOs around the globe are exciting some people to communicate with them, and others are increasing their fears about why the UFOs are here and what they intend. The shift that is occurring on our planet at this time has occurred before on other planets as they reached the vibratory levels for an ascention. Therefore, the many UFOs may be here watching us during the Shift. Previously, groups of higher consciousness individuals would have their physical bodies die and their souls then "resurrect" into the next higher dimension with their memories intect and all the spiritual abilities enabled. However, here on Earth, we are attempting to "ascend" with our planet into the higher dimension__ and to do so while still alive in our physical bodies. This has never been done anywhere in the Universe before. The February Beacons of Light article stated: "This has been heralded as the greatest of advancements throughout the Universe." We are, in effect, initiating a practice that will now be available to any lifeforms in the Universe who wish to Ascend in their physical states. When Earth takes its Quantum Leap, the entire Universe will make a Quantum Leap."
Earth is preparing herself and us humans for the Shift. This is why we are experiencing so many strange and often challenging changes in our physical bodies. And some people are just now beginningg to have the paranormal and physical symtoms, so they are ready to LISTEN to what we lightworkers have been trying to tell them.
My hubby, Hal, has never recalled a dream in his entire life. For the first time, we've been troubled with mice in our garage, and set some traps. He got up to the bathroom during the night, and as he returned to bed, he "saw" himself in the garage, picking up a mouse caught in a mousetrap. After arising, he left for an appointment, looking at the traps in the garage before he left and again as he returned__ nothing. But that afternoon he went to pick up some groceries, and there was a mouse in the trap exactly as he had visualized it. He was so please about this. And so was I! It's a sign that he too, is"waking up". And he was willing to listen to an explanation about "precognitive visions" as a sign that his consciousness is rising.
Everything is energy (even body aches and relationships). Unconditional Love assists in transmuting difficulties. We should avoid lending our energies to negativities. No one has a right to take our energy without our permission.
"Synchronicities maintain the direction of evolution since the Big Bang"__ Carl Callemen: "The Purposeful Universe".
There has been controversy about the "end date" as shown by the Mayan Calendar. Some believe the Shift will be completed by 12/21/12, while others say it happens sooner on 10/28/11. No one is sure just when the Shift begins or ends. Actually, we are in it right now. In a recent broadcast by Exopolitics Radio, the notion was put forward that 11/11/11 is when a Doorway (a Stargate or Portal) will open, and Earthlings who have reached the required vibratory rate will begin to move thorugh it into the higher dimensional New Earth. This doorway will remain open until 12/21/12, and then close forever, giving moe people opportunity to ascend.
Recent Energy Downloads
February 1st: A big download. I had made a careful exploration of Who I Am and How I Can Serve in the New Reality. Then I made a Plan for how to bring this about. That Plan grew and grew. Soon I had two typewritten pages of a carefully crafted outline. I felt more secure about what was ahead. But my guides indicated that this Plan/Outline was actually limiting me. It had been based on the logic of past experiences and abilities. It was better to just Flow in each and every Moment, and to wait until some issue pops up in front of me before I "play a role".
In 4-D, manifesting can occur intentionally, but we had to either choose where the intent would manifest, and allow Universe to choose the time, or we chose when it would evolve, and allow Universe to choose the place. In 5-D, we can choose the time and the place, but we must allow Universe to choose the time anf process through which it manifests.
We are opening to new sources of information__ we receive bits of info when it's needed from right out of the blue. This info can come in thoughts, feelings, words, or phrases we never read or heard before, but will prove to be completely correct. During the long winter evenings, I like to do acrostic puzzles. Lately, when I encounter the clue for a word or phrase I never heard of before, the answer will often pop into my head immediately, and I wonder "where did that come from?"
February 4th & 5th: Special days for humans. The energies that arrived were bending light so as to progress our DNA toward that of a LightBody. You may find yourself growing healthier and younger. There are again, changes in sleep patterns, requiring less sleep, but more sleep on days of energy downloads.
More information arrived from the Arcturians. No matter what the news sources tell us about whether President Obama is going to release information about UFOs and Off-World Visitors, CONTACT HAS ALREADY BEGUN. Many people around the globe are now regularly communicating with The Visitors, individually and as groups. They will assist us with our missions, if we ask.
It was suggested that we let go of our dependence on outside sources__ mainstream and alternative news and entertainment media__ and depend instead on information received intuitively or through dreams, meditations, conversations with lightworker friends and waking insights. Often, however, the outside sources can verify what we've already received from our inner being. Many Past Lives are now being verified with mainsteam news items, internet articles, archaeological and historical finds.
February 9th: Another energy download. It's pouring in these days. I've always tried to use Intentional Healing to help me through any illnesses or intense ascention symptoms, but recently, it didn't work, so I had to get some medication. It caused dizzineess and weakness. My dreams showed me how to overcome this. (1) Before using them, program them with the intention that they will benefit my body and be free of negative side effects. (2) Remove the outer coating. Did so, and it worked great.
Relationships are stressed more than ever now. Since we're all fractals of the Oneness, every person we meet or communicate with is another ourself;__therefore, think and act accordingly. We are meeting people whom we knew in the past, new people we have never met, and neighbors with whom we were only slightly acquainted, but are now bonding with us and each other. Suddenly, after several months with only 2 "friends" on Facebook, I find 3 or 4 requests to be added to my list of Friends coming in daily. We are connecting now to construct the New Reality life together. We have been waiting for the new Teams of Lightworkers to come together, and wondering what we'll need to do and how to do it. However, when the Teams have formed, we will be informed of our group roles when the time is right, in the Moment, and will then intuit exactly what to do and how to do it.
The instructional dreams continue. It is vital now to make our CHOICES from our heart, from our intuition, while in each Momentary Flow as required. I realized I'd been doing a lot of this already__ it was fun, but often confusing__ as I had long depended upon intelligence and talents to get me through life. To live TOTALLY by Intuition is not only odd, but also scary__ not knowing what's going to come from each choice__ always the "surprises". Now I have to trust in my heart, my intuition and Spirit that all will be for the highest good of all concerned__ including myself.
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